Saturday, February 16, 2008
WANNA KNOW WHAT I DO ON VALENTINE'S DAY??
WORKING -.-
totalli forgotten abt V day so i werked on thurs
it was also rand's bdae
so i was unable to celebrate his bdae wif d rest
sorry randolph
WORK WAS TIRING!!
SO MANY CUSTOMERS SIA!!
HAHAHA ACTUALLI IT WAS OK LAR
I XPERIENCE WORSE THAN THIS BEFORE
THE ONE THING I HAD TO DO APART FRM SERVICE WAS DISHWASHING
I TELL U DERE WERE MOUNTAINS N MOUNTAINS OF UTENSILS PLATES
I DID IT EVRYTHING IN 2 HOURS SIA!!
ALL ALONE
BUT LUCKILY JS WAS DER TO HELP ME WASH D GLASSES!!
THNXS JS!!
i would be lying to myself if i sae im happy now
sadly to say im not still
i was suppose to be ok wif my probs
bt i jus dunno y its bugging me now
haix
mayb a lot is at stake
exams are cumin
and im too stresed out
afraid that i wont b able to do well in it
afraid ill disappoint myself further
DO U GUYS KNOW HOW SCARED AM I TO FAIL AGAIN??
ESPECIALLY WEN I'VE FAILED MY O LVL TWICE!!!
HAIX
IM RELLI RELLI BLOODY DAMN SCARED!!!
FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!
SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX
IM CRIOUSLY NOT IN DA MOOD TO GO TO SCH OR STUDY
I RELLI NID SUMONE TO KEEP ME COMPANY
ANYONE??