Tuesday, February 12, 2008
STILL STUCK IN THE PAST!!
these past few days i've been relli in deep tots
i tot i was OVER IT but i guess im not
ask my frens abt certain things yest
dey sae it takes time to regain back confidence
it may be hard but time will eventualli heal
EVERYONE will sure regain back their confidence no matter hw long it takes
YOU jus need perseverance and time
dun haf to rush things
sum sae jus believe in urself
the confidence will cum back to u automatically wen u believe
NOTHING CAN STOP ME EXCEPT MYSELF
sounds logical enuf i guess
i jus gotta continue TRYING n TRYING n TRYING
until i regain back my confidence
im trying my very best to achieve my goals and believe in myself for the past years
but its oni making a slight progress
what progress u ask??
im not sure myself
i jus hope its for the betta??
BUT ONE THING IM RELLI SCARED IS
I WOULD GIVE UP HALFWAY TRYING
coz i noe that im physically n emotional weak although i tend to be otherwise
IM RELLI SCARED
that my CONFIDENCE would never return to me =(
haix
oh wells i jus hope it wont turn that way for me =)
SCHOOL
Y IN THE WORLD IS IT SO HARD TO ASK YOUR FRENS TO CUM TO SCH??
i haf to like force them go to sch den dey go
if not dey dun wan
late oso dun wan cum for lessons
forgoodness sake studies BLOODY DAMN important ok!!!
i force u all to go coz i care/concern abt all of u all studies
but i guess u all dun relli care abt it huh??
i guess my nagging fell on deaf ears i guess
oh wells
i did wad i thing i shld do
the rest is up to u guys lar
MAYBE I SHOULD JUS STOP NAGGING HUH??
doesnt make any difference rite wht i nag or not??
u guys would relli LOVE it if i jus stopped??
u all noe who u all are
all i can do is jus hope for the best for u all =)
but please please cum to class/sch
it is important!!
i dunnno how to end this post!! muahahahahahahaha
HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY DALIMA!!!
may all ur wishes n dreams cum true!!!
enjoy ur dae to the fullest alrite!!