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Saturday, December 30, 2006
yoz!! its been almost a month werk in coffee club..yup..my new werkin plc...n i luv it so much...especially d peeps dere...dey're cool n great..all is well wen sum of my colleagues n 1 manager are transfering to anotha outlet..haix...to think tt i actualli gt closer to dem..n nw we're separated...nw a strong team is lacking members...but no worries we are still 1 of d best!! so basically todae took pics wif my manager riduan n my peeps...hehe...it ws fun...ill post d pics next time..dey are a bunch of great ppl...n i luv dem so much...i hope we b frens 4eva!!
im so gg miss dem especially riduan...he's like a brother to me...i look up to him...d small talks we had i relli treasure it so much..it changed me...n all d advice he gav me ws useful...n i relli appreciate it n thank him 4 tt...even though its oni like a month or so knowing him...but i feel tt we click...he's like a bro...he's my bro...hehee...relli gg miss him so...so u guys tk cr aite..gg miss ya!! great knowing u guys!!
cnt wait this thurs...gg out wif my cc peeps...hope we haf fun!
Lost nowhere @ 11:43 PM
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
yoz!! its been daes since i last blogged...been bz werkin...so 2 summarize it up...i've broken my record in selling cakes aldy..hehe...frm 1 frm 2...i sold 8 cakes on 24 of dec...hehe...my all time record...yeah...happy ar...but hey more daes to sell more cakes until 2 jan..so basically jus recently...my frens n i celebrated christmas 2gther...it was fun..d xchanging of gift ws great...i gt a box of chocolates n a tissue cover whc i cn put my face..OoO...cool....hehe...evrytime i wanna take tissue..i cn c my face...hehe...so on tt dae...fizah called frm perth..wah..so long nvr tok to her aldy..miss her so much...i think she's cumin back in january...so long sia...oh well..jus haf to wait den...
haix...i kinda hate my life nw...so many arguments fights gg on...shant sae abt wd...but i jus dun like it..especially wen im in d middle of it..awaes d middlemen..awaes d 1 who tries to solve d misunderstanding...haix...im jus at my end nw.....all my past probs have been solved..nw new ones surfaces....omg...wen will dis ever end..my life is jus full of problems....hate it so much!! im a gd person..i noe i am...i wan every 1 to live in peace...but i cnt solve evrything on my own...its nt within my means...if it is...i gladly help...n i relli like to....haix....

anywae evrydae i feel vry lonely...go to werk...n i c couples...more couples...n sumtimes i think tt how great izzt to haf sum1 u love n being loved...i've nvr relli fallen in love aft my pri skool regrets....i jus nvr experieced love b4...ppl sae evry1 will hav a partner in marriage...but sumtimes i dun blive it....coz i still haven found d gurl 4 me...all gurls tt i love are all taken...i dun think dere's any1 out dere 4 me....haix..oh well..i'll jus leave fate to bring me to my gurl....hopefully soon..coz im feeling kinda lonely...haix...

relli miss my frens...although i jus met dem recently...but i relli do miss dem.....hope to c dem again soon...
Lost nowhere @ 1:46 AM
Monday, December 11, 2006
yoz!! jus came back frm werk sia...arrggg...so tired...well basically 2dae i had to extend to 6...well ok i guess...i dun mind...but hor jus nw like so f**ked up lor...i finis at 6 mah...den delay n delay lor...haix...n nw i miss my 7 oclock chinese show...argg...i haven miss it once..n nw i miss it all bcoz of d managers...arrgg...
sumore dere's 1 supervisor...aiyah..she act2 oni lor...i jus talk to my colleagues 4 awhile oso canot...den wen she tok cn ar...ph pls lar ppl....im an experienced waiter...well all around waiter...i ws suppose to b promoted to supervisor in ph n pls dun giv me tt attitude...ur jus nthy..coffee club is nthy..ph is much more bz n dey make more money...i mus say...tt is so true...
n pls ppl i ask u jus sum qns n u giv me an attitude...oh pls...ur jus short tempered...n u bcome supervisor...omg...d managers mus b blind...hahaha...lol...i noe im new...tts y i ask a lot of qns mah...u dun haf to like gt so worked up 4 wd..sumore not many customers...relax ar...dey r jus too tensed...or mayb jus try to act infront of d managers i suppose...ish ish...anywae i wanna rest...ciao...vry tired...2moro gt werk....cya!!
Lost nowhere @ 9:05 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
yoz!! well 2dae nthy much happen ar...went to werk at my new workplc...n oh boy i luv tt plc...d ppl especially...dey so frenly...luv dem so much...hahaha..oni 2 daes of werk i luv dem aldy....hehehe...well u haf to adapt to new changes quickly mah..so mus make new frens.....wah..but tired sia...my legs are killing me...mayb bcoz i long time nvr werk liao..nw leg pain...hahahakz...well aft werk went hm straight lor...too tired to go anywhr...

so basically at hm jus chilling...den i jus checked my email...n i received 2 replied emails frm my frens...lets jus sae i cried reading it...i ws so touched.....im relli thankful to haf frens like dem...n honestly i luv dem so much....i hope nthy cn separate us.... :) frens 4eva u guys!!
Lost nowhere @ 8:18 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Yoz ppl!! i had d most funtastic dae on dec 1..hahahaa....yeah..it ws my prom nite...well i haf to admit tt at first i didnt think tt d prom nite wld b fun at all..but wen me n my frens were together..oh boy i mus sae...it ws CRAZY!!! hehehe...we relli partay man..!! 1 thing tt i jus dunno dun gt it is tt...y do ppl actualli spent more den $200 jus 4 d prom nite thingy man...its jus tt 1 special dae 4 all of us to celebrate...hello...mine jus cost less den $100...n i still look great...hehehe...

Well me n derran went to fizah hse 1st...coz her dad volunteered to send us to d SIA sports club..wallace,jason,jia juin were suppose to mit us but in d end dey went 1st w/o us..sad..hehehe...but hey me n derran haf d car to ourselves..hehehe...all is well until we went to d wrong plc sia...hehehe...it ws meant to b a 5 min drive but in d end it took us 25 mins to gt to d actual plc...hehehe....lets jus sae we were fashinably late...so at last we arrive at tt plc...d plc was aite...nt too shaby i guess..(y cnt dey jus make it at a hotel...more class sia) ...

as soon as we reach dere...register our name n gt our souvenier...which is a stupid green bag...ewww...so ugly man...so all of us went in n find our seats...we jus sat 4 like a few mins n in d end we were to haf our dinner 1st...well i mus sae tt d food ws nt tt bad...it's quite nice i mus sae...u noe me ppl..im a fussy eater...hehe...i noe wd is gd n wd is nt...but d food ws nt bad...dere were fried rice..chkn..mushroom...fish...salad...etc...dere were a lot of variety...n tts gd...so aft dinner...we played a table game...we had to listen to some songs n figure out wd d title is...it ws quite fun..but hello i dun listen to 60s 70s music ppl..im nt born yet remember..but hey sum of d songs i haf listen b4...but jus cnt remember d name of d song..sori cnt help...dere were tchers in our grp...namely..ms wong,mrs cross,ms jiang,mdm mariamah...so we jus leave d game to d tchers to help us win...hahaha....clever arent we..?? yesh of course..!! n hey our grp won..!! yeah!! n d prize we gt ws lotion frm body shop...lame rite...cnt blame... den it ws dancing time.....

well ok fine..i admit tt i dun even haf any rythm or wadeva lar...i jus dunno hw to dance...i've nvr dance in my life b4...i ws a dork...hahaha...so 2dae ws d 1st time i ever dance n i ws having fun...coz im wif my frens..n we're njoyin evry1's company...we dance like crazy sia...cnt blive it...ppl are like pushing one anotha...n oh boy ws it hectic...but d dance floor ws jus too small to accomodate hundreds of us...n sum ppl jus dun even dance...BORING!! we scream n shout...until our voice is so hoarse sia..hehehe...it ws d 1st time i ever sang infront of evry1..but luckily d music ws loud...so ppl nvr relli heard me sing..phew...d dancing ws on 4 like 20 mins i think...n we haf to sit back to our seats 4 d next even to take plc....

d next event ws d crowning of retro king n queen....well we were supose to vote...but we didnt...lazy ar...n bsides we didnt care at all...so d winner for retro king dis yr ws unexpectedly sheikh omar...hahaha...well he dressed up relli super retro...i mus sae he relli look like a clown...hahaha...frm a circus...wif d big hair...n d shirt ws like so pinkish..so retro....but he deserves d title...but i ws relli shocked wen d retro queen ws annouced...it ws unexpectedly ... i ws rooting fro fazdiva...bcoz i tot she ws d most retro...n bsides she looks gorgeous 2dae...hehehe...sumore she's d oni gurl tt i noe among d nominees...so vote for her...too bad she didnt won...argg..curses!! so aft tt back to dancing time....hehehe....

it ws dancing time..but an incident took plc...we were dancing like mad....having d fun of our life together...but wen derran ws carried n throw in d air....his hp ws lost...i ws super worried 4 him...i tried to find his hp but to no avail...jus seems missing...derran lost his mood to haf fun..n i lost my mood too...i cnt c any1 especially my fren nt happy...dey nid to b happy at all costs...so i tried colin his hp a LOT of times...i think more den 20 times or dunno...cnt remember..i ws trying to find his hp urgently...haf to rub awae d sadness frm his face quick...in d end we found it wif d deejay..luckily he kept it 4 him...thank god...thnxs btw...as soon as he gt back his hp...he ws aldy pump up to dance man...but he has to hold us his xcitement jus a lil while...coz d lucky draw ws on d wae...too bad none of us won anything...except for merilyn..she won a bag...nvr saw it but i doubt its nice...hehehe...so basically aft d lucky draw...its back to dancing n more dancing...but d fun ws shortlived...we had to stop dancing as we oni had like until 11 4 our prom nite...DAMN!! its jus nt enuf man....totali nt enuf....but all gd things haf to cum to an end....we took a lot of pics...bsides 2dae ws our last dae of miting one anotha until we gt our results back in feb...haix...gg miss dem so much aft tt....sobx sobx....

so instead of gg home straight aft d prom....we went to simpang bedok to haf supper...yeah...i've never been dere b4..so it ws a first 4 me...so all of us basically ate roti prata...but all diff kinds of prata...like cheese onion eggs....etc....but during d supper time...i felt kinda left out...dey tok among demselves abt gg to wild wild wet...n im like d odd one out...nt invited...so sad...oh well...i duno...i jus feel tt i dun belong...all of dem so close together...n im jus d ODD one out...n XTRA... haix...sobx sobx....so sad u noe...we've been 2gther since sec 1...but i still dun feel belong in d grp....haix... anywae aft supper all of us parted...as im d oni 1 who lived in ubi..i took d taxi alone...sad rite...sobx sobx.... yeah...so nw at hm chilling..n i think im gg to slp aldy...tired sia..but it ws d most funtastic dae i've ever had...crious..i ws hoping tt it wld nt end...but it has to end sumtime...so ppl tk cr aite...c u guys in feb....ciao!!
Lost nowhere @ 2:17 AM