Woah!!! I've realised that i haven been updating my blog lazy lar lols n bsides im not in da mood =(
so a quick update
christmas was quite dull relli d whole group wasnt present although i badly wan dem to b so instead celebrated it wif fiz,mer,sew,pak an,ct all of us went to eat at simpang bedok ok lar a peaceful talkative dinner i guess pak an n ct went home early as ct could not b home tt late aft that all of us went to FOO house to meet up wif the rest of the cliques so nice to c evryone lar took pics but had to go off early wif fizah coz i cnt stay up tt late damn!! couldnt countdown to christmas wif evryone!! damn pissed!! oh wells
went on a holidays to genting wif my family n relatives it was ok lar quite fun i guess i oni hate d part in going to genting n cumin back to singapore u noe y coz we had to take a freaking bus lar with no TOILET!! ahhhhhhh!! oh well at least its over now im safely back in singapore!!muahahaha went shopping watchin movie played bowling n pool i beat my highest score in bowling wif 165!! yessar!! i jus gt betta n betta!! overall i mus sae it quite njoyable despite all d whining n stuffs!! hahahahahahaha
new year itself was OKAY lar as usual d whole group couldnt make it for sum apparent reason n i dun wish to say met up wif fiz,sew,mer,farhan(sew's scandal) went to eat at bedok corner den move on to meetin my family n relatives n lau pa sat but didnt coz d rest wanna go clarke quay so had to cancel meeting dem i aldy told my dad n sis abt not meeting dem n dey were pissed at me for no apparent reason hello!! i dun gt it y pissed wif me !!cheesh!! wadeva!! it totalli spoiled my mood for d whole nite!! arggggg went to c d fireworks!! it was nice i guess straight aft d fireworks all of us went home coz we were dead tired!! i tell u d MRT was completely empty lar!! hahahas surprised realli!! reach home at almost 2 n i was alone at home went to bed straight!!
my new year resolution are as follows: 1) to obtain an average of 3.7-4.0 GPA (if i were to stay in ITE) 2) to jus be Happy for once 3) all problems to be solved once and for all 4) to obtain my driving liscence der's more but im jus plain lazy to type it lar
I've been tokin to bestie Zaid for a few days he's been a great help to me n i jus luv him me shooting wif negativity at him n on his part he will shoot me back wif positivity thnxs bro!!
i relli am tryin my best to forget my past but its not ez im tryin though i jus hate myself for being dis way!! i wanna be happy i wanna believe in myself again!! oh god!! help me believe in me
Sch reopening soon im looking forward in meeting my classmates at last!!! miss them so much lar!! hahahas
tryin my best to regain back d confidence i lost relli hope it'll be back to me one day haix my frens told me that i should open up to dem yeah maybe i should i c hw
