these few days i've been askin myself wd i wan?? wd i wan in life?? but i always haf no answer for that its VERI frustrating wen u jus haf no answer to that simple qns wen ppl cn jus answer in long long sentences abt wd dey wan oh well mayb i still nid a lot more thinking
im retakin o dis yr n i ws thinking to retake my o jus to enter the course which is biomedical sci that i tot i like izzt worth it?? is tt relli truly wd i wan for myself?? or izzt jus a stupid dream of mine to bcome a doctor?? it seems impossible it seems unreal but sumtimes i felt that it is impossible well for me coz at this moment i simply haf no confidence in doin well in my studies n d tot of actualli passing my o lvl seems IMPOSSIBLY STUPID!! my frens once told me that u urself haf to blive that u cn do wdever u wan if u put ur heart n souls into it mayb its true or mayb its nt i totali haf no idea being surrounded by frens that actualli believed in me that i cn do it is simple priceless im relli grateful and thankful to dem relli i am i cnt imagine my life without dem NO WAY!! i cnt live without dem!!
actualli im still not sure wd am i suppose to do nw?? study real hard for my o lvl?? OR concentrate on my ite course (my backup plan if i didnt do well in my o AGAIN) OR to jus giv up on life??
sounds stupid isnt it hahaha i noe n i cnt blieve it either im gg chg myself completely b sum1 that is full of confidence always look at d brighter side of life n jus be happy =)
