as days passed HAMDAN is getting weaker and sadder its amazing he is still alive He kips reflecting on his past and STUPIDITY his failures kip haunting him =( that's not a good sign in time to come he definitely will collapse soon and he will NEVER EVER be able to get up back wen that happens sometimes he felt the urge to just giv up on his life BUT a part of him wouldnt let him do that coz they noe that he is definitely much more stronger than that there's nothing HAMDAN cant handle he relli hopes so =)
he is struggling to survive he is doin his best to stop thinking about the negativity that kips whispering in his ears saying that he cant do it!! he's STUPID!! he will FAIL IN WHATEVER HE DO!!! haix but it aint ez =(
emoing all day long he relli has no life AT ALL he relli want to breakaway from this STUPENDOUS PROBLEMATIC life of his he reli does wan that =) the onli wish that he has right now is to survive this ordeal that is stoping him to be wd he used to b in d past which is the CONFIDENT CHEERFUL HAPPY PERSON HE USED TO BE!!!