hahaha until now i still haven slp yet my eyes are wide awake dunno y i jus cnt slp yet haix mayb my probs is still bothering me alot!! haix i dunno
i jus finished toking to farhan n siti dey actualli waited for me until i reach home n all im relli am touched =) tok to dem abt my probs n all well not relli clearly lar didnt wan dem to worry im not worth it dey gt giv me sum encouragement advice n all yesh thnxs a lot u guys tried but in d end its all up to me to make it happen like i said it aint ez im sorry abt d pessimistic HAMDAN i've been like this since ever not be able to blieve in oneself is such a torture u basically cnt do anything AT ALL!! haix life been fugly for me im trying to chg it but its jus not happening I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH CAN!!
THANKS SO MUCH FARHAN N SITI (luv ya lots!!!) TO ACTUALLI NOE THAT U GUYS ARE BY MY SIDE RELLI MEANT A LOT TO ME COZ I CANT SURVIVE ON MY OWN ANYMORE haix THANKS TOO MY OTHA FRENS WHO HAVE BEEN VERY SUPPORTIVE OF ME U GUYS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED =) luy ya all!! muacks