hahahahaha to b honest i jus haf no idea mayb i jus cant accept the fact that i ws like THAT in the past i would thot to myself that i could chg the past hoping that all dis im gg thru was a dream BUT reality check ITS JUS NOT!! but evrytime i wanna chg who i am now d past stopped me it reminded hw a failure i ws in the past like most ppl would do is that dey would motivate demselves even more telling demselves that dey would b different now forget abt ur past failures its time to move on hahaha well not for me im d opposite haix that's y i kip blaming myself for being dis way i kip telling myself i cn do it but a part of me still sticks in d past making me feel im a failure no matter wad oh well i jus gotta try harder REAL HARD!! haix
