hahaha 2dae ws ok lar finish skool at 2 dunno whr go n sudenly i feel pain in my stomach haix sian cn die sia d pain!!! argggggg
decided to go home coz i cannot tahan le den suddenly wen i drop at bedok d pain gone sia omg i ws like wth hahahaha actualli its a sign i think so after much persuasion frm farhan n siti i decided to join dem go out lo we all went to far east plaza haha i so called claim i nvr went dere b4 but in d end i did go dere b4 tt was like a few yrs back lar hahahaha farhan wasnt feeling well so forced him eat coz he haven eat yet sori bro but its for ur own gd =) he ws getting sicker by d minute so forced him to go home me n siti send him home b4 tt send him go c doctor coz his fever veri d high cn his body so hot lar n he's shivering but tt stupid clinic open so late lar at 7pm sia wah had to wait for 1 hr jus to c a doc n u noe wd he doesnt noe hw to do a check-up lar stupid sia!! sumore he cum at 745 lar 45 mins hello doc my fren is veri d sick cn n u cum so late!!! omg!! wd kind a doc are you man check oso dunno hw to check u nvr even check his temperature lar forgoodness sake oni check his throat n ask him breathe in breathe out dots stupid sia aiyoh!!! its oni like i think 1 or 2 mins lar ish ish ish im so disappointed so aft tt send farhan hm hope he's ok =) n yeah np ur my bro of course im awaes dere for ya =) hahaha tk cr aite eat d medicines n u haf to eat n nid more slp =) hahaha omg!! i feel so daddy-like sia hahaha anywae relli hope his ok!! tk cr aite bro cya soon!!
actualli 2dae i wasnt relli myself lar in d bus gg to pasir ris i ws in 1 corner listenin in my songs both earpieces in my ears haix i knew it i hate long journey lar tt is d time i wld think abt my life n my pasts haix i ws actualli askin myself a lot of qns such as why did i fail my o lvl?? why i didnt made it poly?? why did i cry?? why am i so emotional?? why am i stupid?? why cnt i jus accept tt i failed my o lvl?? why cnt i jus move on wif my life?? why am i so pathetic?? all my frens ask me to move on wif my life but i jus dunno y i cant =( n yeah wen i ws thinkin abt dis der were tears in my eyes i cnt blive it lar luckily no1 saw it lar paiseh sia muahahahaha i relli hope ill b able to breakaway frm my past n jus get on wif my life haix
