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Thursday, October 11, 2007
SO F**KING STRESSED UP!!


O level
y in the world did i decide to retake it the second time
wen i noe myself that im incapable to do well d next time
mayb i was jus in DENIAL
mayb i jus couldnt take the fact that i failed it
REAL BAD
haix
wd's happenin to me?
y am i hating myself so much?
y am i torturing myself so much?

u noe wd??
i cn like advise ppl sayin that dey cn do it
but i myself dun relli advise myself that i can do it !!
mayb bcoz i belived in them dey relli can do it !!
BUT i noe that deep down inside of me i jus cant !!
i should noe myself
when i sae i relli cant do it i relli cant do it!!
as simple as that
IM RELLI DEEPLY SORI TO EVERYONE WHO EVER BELIEVED IN ME
i cant do it i cant make it!!!
IM AFRAID TO SAY THAT MAYB IM GIVING UP ON MYSELF!!
SORRY
SoBx SoBx SoBx SoBx SoBx

yest went out wif my bros/buddies/besties
andrew wei liang farhan
waited for pak an to finish werk
accompanied me to buy my jeans

den headed dwn to TONG SENG for breaking fast
went to buy sum otha stuffs
went on straight to pasir ris to play pool
pool is so fun can!!
i won pak an again by 4 wins to 3 wins =)
the whole day was perfect up to a point of time wen i EMOED
i was worried for my o's
tryin my best to put on a SMILE for them =)
i relli LUV dem loads can!!
thnxs for the awesome day we had together!!
cant wait for the next outing next month!!!

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