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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
everyday is like a nightmare for me
i dunno but i jus feel that my whole life right now is a disaster
nothing is in the perfect way that i wanted
my studies is in a mess
retakin my o lvl again was basically mayb the wrong move that i took
one simple move n i feel miserable
oh well i jus haf to make do wd im left wif now
frens its all i ever wish for
dey are my comfort zone
always dere for me wen i nid dem
family well its messed up
if oni everything ws back to the way it was last time
too much complications rite now
im basically in d middle of everything
i hate it so much!!
but i had to be dey nid me more den i nid myself now
NOTHING IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD
but we will try to make it PERFECT


O level is jus around the corner
i haven finis revising all my 3 subjs that im retakin
n i have no time!!! not enuf time!!!
im SCARED im relli am SCARED
afraid that HISTORY GONNA REPEAT ITSELF
n ill fail my o lvl d second time in a row
gosh i relli wldnt wan that to happen AGAIN
i dun wan to CRY again!!!
i dun wan OK!!!
I hate being a FAILURE!!
I JUST HATE MYSELF SO F**KING MUCH!!!
sobx SOBX sobx SOBX sobx SOBX sobx SOBX sobx
Lost nowhere @ 8:07 PM
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