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Saturday, September 15, 2007
i've been feelin rather useless
i jus cnt seem to do anything rite
dis 1 month of hols i jus cnt seem to force myself study
i noe im suppose to
but each time i tried to study i have d urge to giv up jus like that
i noe i shouldnt
i jus dun think i cld do well anymore
i've forgotten wd i have learn last time
its all a complete alien to me
everything tt suppose to be ez seems TOO difficult for me now
i dun undastand anything
I HAVE NO CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF ANYMORE!!!

Im so PATHETIC
MOVE ON that's wd ppl tell me to do
BELIEVE IN URSELF that's wd ppl tell me to do
YOU CAN DO IT that's wd ppl tell me to do
but dey jus dun gt it
i relli CANT DO IT!!!

IMAGINATIONS
it sumtimes cn relli run wild
i did thot of KILLING MYSELF back in d past
i did thot of try SMOKING back in d past
BUT I DID NOT
i dunno wd kept me gg
until now i still dunno

LIFE
well jus 1 word it SUX!!
its been hard on me
i noe i seem to jus smile
but behind dose smile a BOI is suffering
he cnt take it anymore
sumtimes he jus wan to let it all out
but cum to think of it doubt anyone wld undastand
n bsides he doesnt wan his frens to worry
so let it b

IM USELESS
IM A FAILURE
NO MATTER WD PPL SAE I STILL THINK I AM A FAILURE
HAIX
Lost nowhere @ 12:19 AM
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