Friday, September 21, 2007
Ive been thinkin alot these few days
and i realised that i DEFINITELY WILL FAIL MY O AGAIN
I cant do my maths no matter hw hard i try i cant do it
science well im suppose to be not bad at it but i think ill nt b able to do well in it also
eng dun gt me started been few months i haven even done any compo at all
let alone writing a compo in 2 hrs in 1 of d most biggest exams of my life
im SCREWED
ILL FAIL AGAIN!!!
HaIx
PROUD
are my parents proud of me??
not even once they ever said it to me??
i noe that i've aldy failed dem as a son let alone doin well in my studies
they said its OK tt i didnt do well in my o
but i noe tt deep down inside dey felt disappointed in me i jus noe it
im SORRY u had to haf a son like me
a FAILURE IN EVRYTHING
MUS BE ASHAMED TO HAF A SON LIKE ME
I TRULY LUV U MY PARENTS N MY FAMILY!!
BESTIES
the problem btwn us back then happened to be solve well at least i think it did
wadeva we all been through 2gther i relli treasured evrythin so much
being the gd times n bad times it all happened for a reason
n yeah mayb that brought us more closer
well i think it brought u guys closer together nt me
i've awaes been d quiet one and low profile in d grp
I realised sumthin u guys dunno anything abt me at all
in a way i kinda glad but in a way i felt sad
d glad part is that u guys dunno wd's been bothering me n yeah lucky me
d sad part is that u guys didnt relli push to actualli ask me wd's wrong
im stubborn i wont tell my frens wds bothering me so push n ask until i sae it
but i haf to giv u guys credit u all cared abt me n i LUV u guys for that
mayb bcoz i LUV U GUYS SO BLOODY DAMN MUCH!!
i didnt wan u guys to worri abt me
i did wanted to tell u guys wds botherin me once
but d look on ur faces i jus didnt haf d heart to sae it
u guys were happy as it is i didnt want to spoil it =)
now all of us in different school leading separate lives wif new frens
we cant be 2gther as often like last time n i do MISS that a lot!!
i have FEAR but i shant say it hear
ill tell u guys soon
all i noe I LUV U GUYS SO MUCH let alone be separated by any of u EVER!!
so i relli hope our FRENSHIP will last FOREVA!!
LUV YA CAN!!
I RELLI NID U GUYS APPARENTLY NOW D MOST
SUMTHIN BAD'S GONNA HAPPEN
N IM NT SURE WHT I CAN HOLD OUT MUCH LONGER
PLS CUM TO MY RESCUE PLS
cant wait to mit u guys on d 27/9/07
take care u guys cya soon!!
ITE
its been a great 5 months in ITE
didnt ever REGRET going there
made AWESOME frens that i LUV
i think its relli a blessing in disguise
its worth it cumin to ITE =)
d frens i made jus makes it worthwhile to b in ITE
ITE aint bad people depends how u look at it
especially wen ur surrounded wif amazing frens nthy is ever BAD
now i oni hope that i can do well in my studies in ITE relli hope so
LUV YA CAN!!
im not relli in d mood to go out
apparently im goin out ltr
jus hope i wont kill d mood
ill try my best to put on a smile aite
cya ltr guys
miss u guys so much can!!
LUV ALL MY FRENS SO MUCH
CANT LIVE WITHOUT U GUYS
THANKS FOR EVERYTHIN
RELLI APPRECIATE IT ALOT!!
