i hate myself so much lar i cnt even do a simple maths sum arent i stupid?
revised my maths jus now..yeah..algebra..cnt blieve im actualli stuyding aft 4 months... i tell u its jus simply not ez
i gt 6 more months to study 3 subjects it seems a lot but in fact its too little im scared i relli am im afraid tt i'll fail again
my failure is awaes constant in my mind so wen i actualli felt some confidence in me i will awaes look back n i saw my failure
its relli hard very difficult
haix
im doubting my own capabilities i cnt blieve it either i used to b d cheerful happy simple minded guy but was i even happy to start with?? i reli hav no idea who am i anymore
cn sum1 jus tell me who d heck am i?? cn sum1 jus tell me that i cn do it but relli mean it?? and not jus for d sake of saying it to make me feel good
haix
sumtimes i wish i could be hospitalised in a coma to be exact but will that do gd for me??
