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Saturday, April 07, 2007
haix..

i hate myself so much lar
i cnt even do a simple maths sum
arent i stupid?

revised my maths jus now..yeah..algebra..cnt blieve im actualli stuyding
aft 4 months...
i tell u its jus simply not ez

i gt 6 more months to study 3 subjects
it seems a lot but in fact its too little
im scared
i relli am
im afraid tt i'll fail again

my failure is awaes constant in my mind
so wen i actualli felt some confidence in me
i will awaes look back n i saw my failure

its relli hard
very difficult

haix

im doubting my own capabilities
i cnt blieve it either
i used to b d cheerful happy simple minded guy
but was i even happy to start with??
i reli hav no idea who am i anymore

cn sum1 jus tell me who d heck am i??
cn sum1 jus tell me that i cn do it but relli mean it??
and not jus for d sake of saying it to make me feel good

haix

sumtimes i wish i could be hospitalised
in a coma to be exact
but will that do gd for me??

i nid answers
any1 cn answer all my questions??

haix
Lost nowhere @ 8:03 PM
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