2 daes ago my frens came to my hse to bake oreo cheescake...hehe...it ws fun...all of us did our part...n ok lar...d end result was nt tt satisying though...it taste nice but d presentation was not up to standard though..tts sad...bt its ok as long as it taste nice...yeah....haha.... so aft all tt of us played my ps2 for awhile n follow up in watchin vcds....hehe...eating titbits n watchin 2gther...it ws fun!! im so gg miss doin all tt...its sad tt all of us gg b separated.....sobx sobx...oh well..its meant to b dis wae i guess...too bad..hopefully all of us will remains best of frens foreva!! :)
oh gosh...im like so tired n bored of werk sia...all new faces...yeah..true i cn make new frens...but its jus so boring w/o d old staffs as well..miss all of dem so much sia...jus nw werk..haix..i relli felt i dun belong dere anymore...haix...its relli sad...relli sad...i think im gg quit or shldnt i..?..haix..i dunno...dis yr i gt too many things in my mind...o lvl...ite..cca...yeah..im gg take cca in ite...mayb badminton or tennis...n tuition as well...haix...im gg b damn bz....oh well..i jus hope dis yr will b a great yr for me...coz starting of d yr is jus nt gg my wae...
1st of all didnt do well in my o..haix..tt ws d most disapponting event of my life..i still cnt blieve i failed my o...haix..i still cnt forgive myself for failing...haix...sobx sobx...although im trying to forget abt it...but part of me will still b affected...im retakin o...n i relli afraid tt ill fail again...haix...
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oh where has my confidence gone too..??...pls cum back to me..??..pls...
im scared...im relli scared...haix...
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ITS JUS NOT GOING MY WAY!!!! IM DYING!!! IM DROWNING!!! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH!!!!