dese few daes been thinkin a lot...been thinkin is being a doctor wd i relli want..?? is tt y i reli relli want to study biomedical science??.. is it relli tt it...??..is it relli tt simple..??..
i jus dunno anymore...it seems tt evry 1 noes wd dey wan..but not me...
im still bumped by my failure..it will awaes leaves a scar in my mind n heart...jus d thot of it i may jus collapse..
y am i going thru wif dis life..??..dere's too much suffering...too much pain...ouch!!
im so fragile..i relli am...jus a simple setback has made me into sum1 tt hates life...hates how life works...most importantly...i hate my life!!
i relli hope tt all dis nightmare will turn into happy dreams....i relli hope so...