Friday, November 10, 2006
haix....jus nw jus did d maths pp2.....i cnt even do a stupid simple cumulative freq graph...hw pathetic am i sia....i jus sux....i jus dunno wht i cn pass my maths n sci....i guess ill b gg to ite...haix..im a failure...haix...i jus am...d odd thing is...i cnt blieve it i actualli cried jus nw in skool...infront of my frens...haix..hw embarrassing is tt sia...but i ws touched...dey actualli tried to comfort me n saying tt i cn pass....dey actualli blieve in me....but i jus dun.....wd am i supose to do....i jus dun man....i hate myself...relli do hate myself.....haix...im still crying nw....mayb i shld jus gt sum slp 2nite...n dun think too much abt it...but its maths...if i fail i cnt go to poly...or even anywhr....f**k!!! argg....f**k myself man....!! haix...oh well...mayb its fate...mayb dis is wd god haf in stored 4 me...haix..i dunno...we'll c in feb..my results...i jus hope i dun fail....or else ill jus collapsed infront of d whole skool.... n mayb even kill myself...i dunno....haix.....
GaMe OvEr!! i jus failed my o lvl!!
I NiD a CoNfIdEnCe BoOst ppl...any1 cn b by my side n cheer me on until i blieve in myself again..???