Saturday, September 23, 2006
Haix...im so depressed...gt back my maths pps back...haix...failed as usual...but it was worse den xpected....tot cn at least gt 30+...but i gt lower den tt...haix...f9 f9 f9 f9...am i fated to gt f9 for maths??.. am i jus stupid..??? or am i jus incapable of passing....??.. haix...jus wd am i capable of..??.. i sux...i reall do...d dae i gt back my maths pp ws yest ..on fri..haix...so depressed...d 1st time i actualli cried...haix...tears in my eyes...trying hard to hold dem back...its jus taking a toll out of me...i cnt take it anymore...i have been getting f9 for maths dis yr...nvr passed a single test b4..haix...its so stupid of me to think tt i cn pass maths!!! argg!! stupid!! my future is ruin....haix...mayb its fate 4 me to fail....haix..i dunno...
HaMdAn is a nobody!! he failed his maths wif an f9...he's stupid!! he's hopeless!! he wont pass his o level wif flying colors...!!! haix.... I am hopeless!!
den tt dae itself on fri...went out wif my old peeps...trying hard to put a smile on my face..dun let dem noe tt im sad inside...haix..trying hard to smile...but my smile jus dun feel natural....i jus nt able to smile infront of d camera so naturally like i awaes do....haix...i feel terrible n sad....im jus sad....trying to b happy which im nt..im suffering...realli bad..SoRy guyS..will any1 stand by me n encourage me to do well...boost my confidence...or help me find my confidence back which i lost it??...will any1 help me..??.. haix..i dunno...mayb no1 will..haix...