Depressions of Life

Monday, April 28, 2008

some things are jus meant to be like that i guess
there's nothing i can do
dey chose to be like that
oh wells

i miss my BESTIES so much!!
wen we miting up??

Lost nowhere @ 10:53 PM

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Friday, April 25, 2008

SCHOOL JUS SUX TO THE CORE!!!

relli hate hate hate to go to school aldy
this semester is relli killing me its relli killing all of us
its so damn tiring lar
and we got all the BORING teachers ever!!
wth!! irritating u noe
sum of the tchers are ok lar but mostly is jus so BORING!!
i relli dun like the accounting teacher
she jus dunno how to teach lar
trust me she relli doesnt noe how to teach
the whole class agrees with me on this
wanted to do a petition to chg tcher but i think it will b very troublesome lar
gg haf a reshuffling of tchers and mayb a chg of timetable whc may ruined our friday off from school
oh wells i guess we jus haf to TAHAN for dis semester and hopefully we wont fail our advanced accounting dis semester and hopefully we wont gt her again the next semester, if she take us again the petition will cum out!!!

projects are piling up!! ahhhhhh
so stress up can!! i wanna do well in everything lar
but im jus too bz to do anything lar
haix
my probs still not solved so i dunno hw long i can still hold out =(
hopefully until i finis my ite life

i miss my frens so much!!
haven seen dem for like 2 wks??
hahahaha i noe so long rite!!!! ahhhh
wen we miting up sia??
soon pls i miss u guys too much!!!
love ya!!

i still cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing!!

Lost nowhere @ 1:12 AM

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

3RD DAY OF SCHOOL

school getting suckier and suckier by the dae
im like hating to cum to school anymore
its freaking boring!!
1st lesson was thinking problem solving
its a lame class i guess
the tcher is boring wd cn i sae
aft tt we had our tourism lecture
omg!! i tell u its so BORING LAR!!!
i dun gt it!! y cant d teachers jus make their lessons interesting??!!
den gt tourism tutorials
it was ok i guess
i jus cant wait to do the project work!! coz it simply jus so much fun to do!!
i think!! muahahahaha
den went to eat lunch
as it was onli 1 hr of break we had to eat in sch!
but to our favor
it was bloody damn crowded sia!!
der's simply no space at all to sit and eat!!!
guess eating outside school was unavoidable
muahahahahaa
went to eat at ljs at eastpt and we were late for class for 40 mins!!
cool huh!!
so had costing lesson and advanced accounting afterwards
basically its jus more lessons and more lessons
school getting more boring!! criously!!
i hate going to school now!!
and on a more crious note!! der was no AIRCON!!
it was freaking hot lar!! stupid rite!!!
argggg
stupid school!!

i wonda what relli happened between us??
we basically jus drifted apart
haix
i feel miserably sad =(

Lost nowhere @ 11:18 PM

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

2ND DAY OF SCHOOL

it jus gets worst and worst
im not liking school at all anymore
it jus suxs ok!! im not gonna elaborate on it coz im jus tired
but at d end of d dae i played billiard wif ah roy and jon
yay!!so fun can!!although i dun relli like playing billiard but its still not bad
ah roy shifu teach me how to play properly
wah he very the fierce leh
if i do wrong he scold well not relli scold ah so called reprimand me =(
hahahahaha ok lar thnxs for everything ah roy i had fun!!
i cant wait for our next billiard/pool session!!!
i relli njoy hanging around wif all of them so much!!

well jus came back frm werk whc is so boring coz nt much customers =(
but luckily gt alif kecik whc tis was my 2nd time werkin wif him aft 3 months werkin
hahaha i noe our work schedule are hardly on the same dae =(
but oh well its great seeing him at last!!
so werk is not all that boring lar =)

i can see that we are definitely growing apart
things are jus not the same anymore
im not sure what's the cause of it but im jus disapoointed relli
today i look thru again the pics in my fone
der's a sense of happiness and sadness all into 1
i jus miss the good old times whr nothing relli matters
but everything's jus changed =(
u've changed
haix
oh well mayb i jus haf to accept the fact it turn out the way it is now
but whatever it is i still care abt u guys and love u all to bits no matter wd happened =)
but im not sure wht u guys actualli cared abt me in the 1st plc =(
since ur showing me otherwise
oh wells

my frens hurt me more than i hurt myself =(

Lost nowhere @ 11:54 PM

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1ST DAY OF SCHOOL/STUPID SCHOOL!!!!

on 14 apr sch starts at last aft 1 month and 2 daes of hols
i was so looking forward to it lar coz at last able to see all my classmates rite??
but hor it was not wad i xpected
ok fine ill start the story

as awaes i overslpt and in d end mit my classmates late at tamp mac
hahaha sori guys!!
i decided to cum in sch late coz hello its d 1st dae of sch
who gt ppl cum on time and early wan?? correct or not??
unless u very the guai and freshie confirm cum sch on time and early
muahahahahahaha
so i am the so called 'MATRIP' which i am not but if they insist i am 'MAT EDUCATED' as my frens sae bcoz d wae i dress
so i came late for class!! muahahaha
i tell u d moment i reach the theatre
i found out that a lecture was on
i was WTF!! crious ah??
1st dae of school oni leh forgoodness sake??
u all haf no brains and sympathy ah?
stupid school!!
1st dae of school got lessons aldy!! omg!!
u think wad we JC izzt?? ITE leh!!
still ITE not bad wor!!
but still dun haf to start lesson on the 1st dae of school rite??
stupid school!!
ok so starting of school wasnt a gd start
i tot d more it go on it wld be betta but i was WRONG!!
next was lunch!!
i tell u it was bloody damn crowded!! well as xpected!!
a lot of freshies!! so that i dun mind at all
aft lunch my costing subject(a new subject)
the tcher is ok lar quite old
she very the kanchiong type leh
wan to start wif the lesson!!
i was bloody hell!! u wan me hate u ah on the 1st dae??
we learn sum new things n basic things oso lo
sian i tell u it jus gets worst!!
next wld be advanced accounting lessons
old tcher oso!! more kanchiong sia!!
we started on lessons liao
a very ez topic de to me lar
she go thru den do qns aldy
i was like FUCK U LAR!! ( of course i nvr sae it out loud ah)
1st dae oni leh ppl!!
stupid school i sue u den u noe!! argggggg
and and and she sae do d qns finis den hand up can go rite
i hand up le den she sae wait until she finis marking it
i was like hello!! she sae she scared she teach wrong she scared we dunno how to do
i was like so fed up aldy and she giv me that!!
i went to her desk and ask her

hamdan: tcher can i like mark myself??
tcher: *she giv me that look* (stupid look)

den i jus walk away without taking my paper back
and bsides i noe that i got it all right so i dun nid care =)
muahahahahahaha its true!!
so aft tt went home straight coz i was js too tired lar n fed up!!

see ppl how stupid can the school get
1st dae of school got lessons aldy
hello school r u jus stupid or r u jus stupid??
think ppl think??
u think the students wld pay attention to whatever ur saying on the 1st dae??
*ding dong* NOPE!!!
in the end u have to repeat again and again!!
stupid rite these ppl
dun u guys agree???
oh wells it jus didnt go exactly what i tot it wld
i jus hope it wld be betta in time to come!!
the end of story hahahahaha

Lost nowhere @ 12:25 AM

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Monday, April 14, 2008

on the 13 APR 2008 my dearest sew turned 19

hahahahaha many ppl turning 19 liao so old aldy

sooon will be like my turn but in a few months time

muahahahahaha

HAPPY 19TH BDAE SEW!!

LOVE YOU LOTS!!

we suppose to mit up at 630pm
but as awaes everyone was late
in d end all of us reached around 730pm
muahahhahaa yeah 1 hr later
went to T3 to eat swensens and in d end found out it was Earl's swensens
i tell u its so bloody damn expensive!!
i cant afford it we cant afford it
so cancel our reservations and move on to T2 for d original swensens
phew!! cheaper muahahahaha
its quite big but d service simply jus sux to the core!!
d food overall not bad!!
im satisfied wif mine(i gt d pics but lazy upload it lar)
criously dun go der to eat coz d service jus sux man!!!
muahahaahhahhahaa im like condemning the place lar
who cares!!!
so aft tt sucky service we jus experienced instead of having the desserts dere itself
we went to EARL's swensen for desserts
i jus love the place and plus the service der is 10 times betta den the original swensens
the desserts is jus amazing i tell u
but i think the nicest dessert amongst all wld definitely be mine n cher which apple crumble
YUMMY!! i wan eat again sia!! muahahahahaha (sori lazy upload pics)
aft tt all of us went home coz tomorrow sum gt sch n werk n sum haven start school yet and sum are simply jus tired
muahahahaha
overall the dae is jus LOVES!! Coz at last the whole group turn up and i miss everyone so much!!
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

Lost nowhere @ 11:52 PM

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

DURING THE HOLS

well overall its all balanced
been going out wif frens werking slacking at home
and and and school reopens soon in like 2 daes!!! muahahahaha cant wait leh!!!

i recently got bad news
my uncle was diagnosed wif malaria
im so shocked
i prayed hard for his safety
and jus nw i went to c him
he was conscious
his fever has subsided
it was a relieved
god relli have answered my prayers
thank you =)
i relli hope he will be ok
his family nids him and im worried for them so much
all i can do now is to be there for them
let's all pray for his well-being

sumone in da group turning 19 soon wor
so old aldy lar!!muahahahahaha

Lost nowhere @ 12:58 AM

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008

RESULTS

yest nite was apparently hard for me to slp
u noe why??
yeah my results are released d next day
tossing and turning frm side to side
gosh i relli wanna slp u noe!!
set my alarm at 9am
that is wen d results are released
quickly on the comp and log in my account
and u noe wd the results was unsatisfactory
i passed all but it was not wd i expected to get =(
especially for my accounting
im so disappointed in myself =(
my results are as follows

INTERMEDIATE ACCOUNTING B
MANAGING PEOPLE SYSTEMS B
BUSINESS COMMUNICATION B
GPA 3.147

gosh i dropped in my GPA sia
die die die die die die die die
this time i did so badly sia!!!!
haix
dunno gt mood to go out or not ltr!!! =(

THIS IS WHAT I WAS SCARED ABOUT
HAIX

Lost nowhere @ 9:19 AM

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