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Sunday, June 01, 2008
i cant believe it that i haven update dis blog for 1 month
muahahahaha
been bz peeps and im jus not in da right mood yet to blog
oh wells now i gt tons of things to blog abt
but ill try n cut it short coz im lazy to blog abt so many things
hahahahahas

7 May

what did i do on tt dae
oh ya me yiwan jon jj all slack at ehub coz we basically gt nthy to do aft school
ate at dippin donuts yumy donuts but still cant beat donut factory sorry
slacked until 8+ tok alot of stuffs and dey asked me to confess abt A CERTAIN THING
n which i did hahahaha okok i noe i noe!!! i confessed its true!!
i stil like her i still do =)
bleahx

8 May

i was sick so i didnt attend sch
but i was ok to mit up wif my peeps at ehub
hahahas i noe i noe im sick not to go sch but im not too sick to go out
went to mit everyone at coffee bean slacked for awhile and decide wd to do next
d rest of d grp whom i mean jes n co went home coz it was pretty late aldy
so me jon yiwan jj jh chris zhiwei n fren decided to go play pool
we played for i think 1 hr + n decided to go watch a movie
oni me yiwan jj jh chris watched d movie what happens in vegas
the show is simply hilarious not bad ah
den aft d show went to slack at d twins hse bt yiwan cldnt make it so oni 4 of us
tok abt ghosts n stuffs
hahahaa it jus freaks everyone up!! including chris muahahaha yes chris!! i noe!!
it kinda freaks me out too but i think d worst was jh
hahahaha he freaked out!! went home in d morn to catch d 1st bus home wif chris
be careful u guys CHRIS GT 3RD EYE!!!
hahahahahas
i love d dae wif d grp!! =)

9 May

met up wif jj jh yiwan at ehub again to play board games at nebo
hahahahaha it was so much fun!!
the games are all stupid but fun!!
its d company tt counts so yeah!!
we all gt play dis balancing game
i teamed up wif jh n jj yiwan n fren in d otha grp
as u all noe me jh simply great at balancing so we won
d losing grp kanna forfeit
muahahhaa dey had to drink 7up wif chili
its so bloody damn disgusting
u shld haf seen deir faces
yiwan had to go off 1st coz she miting her frens
so me n d twins went to deir hse to gt smart shoes for me
yeapz im starting my new job d next dae!!
yay for me!!
had fun wif dem so much on tt dae!!! we mus haf dis thing again!!

10 & 11 May

my 1st dae in the hotel job
it was scary ah coz i dunno any1 der yet
it was fun yet tiring ah basically
had to carry chairs n stack up in rooms for d church ppl to discuss abt wd oso i dunno
sheesh!!every sat leh wth!!!
tiring u noe hahaha but oh wells at least gt ppl help me can liao!!!
i end the werk at 9 so went home for me!! tired
d next dae i werk oso i tell u gt sprained my muscles sia!!
carried a lot of heavy chairs n all 80 chairs leh a lot wor
for a small size cute person like me hahahaa
jus haf to get used to it lo
but it was fun ah
sumthing ive never done b4
its nice to try sumthing new den f&b line
i nid broaden my line of xperiences sia!!
muahahaha i cnt wait to werk more n gt to noe more frens!! =)
loving the hotel job!! thnxs pearl for intro-ing me d job!!

13 May

meet up wif the grp to do the tourism project
well in a way we did d project ah
we did do sum research but in d end we were jus too tired n plain lazy to do it!!
muahahaha
we all ended up takin pics n 1 of us SLPING!!
d one slping shld noe who is he hor!!
hahahahahahas dun make me put d pic inside d blog bleahx!!
we all had to go off early coz nazurah gt prac lessons on tt dae
so basically aftwards me ah roy jon went to eat at kfc!!
tok n slack for awhile b4 gg hm
it was fun wif dem!! i love dem so much can!!
but still we nid to do our projects seriously hor!!
of course der'll b fun and games but still nid to finish up d project n gt A!!!
prove to the teacher tt we ARE THE RA!!!
oni d grp members noe wds tt!!! =)

15 May

i had my costing CA today
i was FUCKING PISSED OFF!!! i couldnt enter d exam hall bcoz of my shoe
i dun gt it its jus 3 stripes of white color on both sides n im not alowed in!!
fucking ridiculous!! i was so pissed off
dey expect me to buy a new shoe
it freaking cost me 11 bucks!!! waste my $$$
i fuckin hate the teacher!!!
stupid!! i was so fuckin pissed
i tell u i forgotten all d things i studied
thanxs a lot!!! stupid sch n d rules!!!!
thanxs to you my results was like shit!! i couldnt gt an A for it!!! whc i noe im capable of achieving it!!! bloody hell!!!!
i went home straight coz i wasnt in da mood n i was fucking angry n pissed!!!
i wldnt wan to scold ppl!!!
i apologise to everyone who tried to tok to me but i didnt respond

16 May

went out wif ite peeps to celebrate zhiwei bdae in advance
we kbox d whole dae frm 3-9pm
it was so much fun singing a pity i didnt noe hw to sing mandarin songs!!
if not i wld haf joined them singing mandarin songs!! nevertheless i had fun!!
i hope zhiwei had fun too wif our company
basically took a lot of pics played dice games n stuffs
it was loves!! aft tt we went to eat at kfc coz basically all d places are full n we jus haf no idea whr to eat
aft our late dinner all of us parted ways!! coz im werkin d next dae liwen cant ton yet
jj was not flg well so we went home
jes zhiwei chris mingjie ton outside
sori couldnt njoy more wif d rest
but it was fun wif deir company !!!loves it!!

20 May

i had d most fun today!!
i went to mit up wif my sis fizah at east point to have lunch wif her
jj yiwan join in too
went to eat at 18's chef
i mus sae its not bad ah
so tok n tok den decided to mit up at jon hse to play MAHJONG!!
dey were me ah roy fizah jj jh yiwan
i nvr played b4 n bsides i cnt play coz its gambling
but i played of course we didnt play wif $$$
if not i die sia a lot of sins worx!!
i tell u lar i so suay can so unlucky my hand ah so suay!!
i gt all d tiles tt i dun wan sia!! i cant win sia like tt!!
fizah won like 4 times consecutively can!!! HW D HELL DID SHE WIN SIA!!
oh wells she noes how to play sia i still quite blur blur de
muahahaha but nonetheless i njoyed playing wif everyone!!
of course de day wont be complete if we all nvr take pic rite!!
hahahaha took a lot of pics!! i jus love takin pics nowadays dunno y!!
hahahaha

21 May

i was so happy wen my bro ANDREW col me sia
we tok on the fone for 1 hrs+++ until he batt low!! fuck!!
its been like almost 1 yr not miting him sia
n wen he col me i was like so happy sia!!! crious!!
i miss him so much can!!!
i dun care we betta mit up like real soon!!!!

26 May

happy bdae Zhiwei!!
at last he turn 19 liao!!
so old liao muahahahahaa!!
anywae on dis dae itself i gt my AA CA sia!!
walao d part B hard sia
i've never done it b4 in any assignments sia!!! die liao!! think think so hard still dunno how to do!!
but i was able to do in d end!! i gt an A for it!! yipee
taught ah roy n jun thru d weekends n evrything paid off!! all of dem gt A
so proud of dem can!! d feeling is so great!!
yeah!! we'll gg study together again in future =)

27 May

aft school went to MOE to take o lvl results
didnt wan to go actualli coz my results suck to d core sia!! c oso i wan burn!!
but yiwan die die wan to take coz she improve alot!! gd for her
so accompanied her lo!!
i tell u we reach der den sudenly rain so heavy sia!!! dammit sia!!
den we so stupid lar didnt noe gt bridge to go d otha side
waited like an idiot for d rain to stop
hahaha tot d bridge was unda construction coz it seems like it
so went to d otha side and at last reached MOE n gt d cert!!!
den waited for yiwan fren to cum n take cert oso den off all of us to woodlands to mit sihui
she gt car mah n bsides yiwan suppose to mit her
so she drove us all d wae to tamp n let me off to take 15 n go home lo!! thnxs sihui!!
IT CAME BACK!!! FUCK!!

28 May

PAST HAUNTS ME!!

i tell u i was so emo on tt dae
wasnt in da mood to tok to anyone
so during break aft eating went out to find a quiet plc jus listenin to my music n emo 1 corner
dam it!! d sch very hard to find quiet places sia!!
i was so sad!!
my past was jolted back d moment i go take my o lvl cert!!
it brings back painful memories
which i long gone so called forgotten abt it!!
its fucking irritating sia!! stupid!!
reminded me how a failure i was last time!!! fuck!!!
i jus like wan burn d stupid cert sia!!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!!
hate myself so much!! omg im gg sae it again n again on how i hate myself!!
wadeva!!

so dis wad happened to me in d 1month i MIA frm my blog!!!
ups n dwns in life
typical life!!
fucking hate my life again!!!
i hate to go thru it all over again!!
now i relli nid sumone to tok to
bare everything out so ill feel betta
n of course a shoulder to cry on
anybody care to lend me theirs??
if u do pls tag me or msg me pls
thnxs a lot!!
Lost nowhere @ 9:44 PM
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