Wednesday, March 26, 2008
TOO BZ TO GO OUT NOWADAYS
was able to b in contact wif sum of my long lost pri sch peeps
miss dem so much can!!
tok to dem online
gosh brings back memories
i jus love love the memories gd n bad memories
we gg mit up soon and i cant wait!!
muahahahahaha
so had chalet wif my besties for mer n dan bdae!!
i relli love that all of us can make it that nite
its simply d best nite ever
all of us together in 1 room
having fun together
i miss all those
a pity d nite ended so quick
its simply not enuf lar
im sure the rest agrees wif me too
but its ok we gg haf dis gathering alot more in d future!!
i dun care!!
I CRIOUSLY LOVE THEM SO MUCH N I HOPE THEY NOE THAT
results cumin out soon ppl!!
next wk man so fast!!!
so scared to gt it back =(
but i think i shld be able to do well
but apart of me saes otherwise
its not believing in me yet!!
and i hav no idea y not!!!
arggggg its so frustrating u noe!!
not being able to believe in urself fully
i jus hope that d half of d belief in me stays wif me
i shall not let go d fragment of belief in me that easily
I HOPE SO
i jus dun wan to get hurt anymore
i jus dun wan to be demoralised further
for once i wanna live my life happily with my loved ones
without hurting myself
I NEVER WAN TO GET HURT ANYMORE
Friday, March 14, 2008
its been very long since my last post
muahahahahahahahaha
bz ah beb
anywae been mugging real hard for exams
teachin my frens accounting and all
thank god its over!! like finally man!!
i cn haf a breather at last!! wheee
but im so worried of my results lar
dunno will do well or not sia
its not ez ok
now hols are here!! wheeeee =)
so wd are my plans for dis hols??
i dunno
working slacking go out wif frens if i haf the time =)
chalet cumin soon!! cant wait for that!!
basically its like werk slack n jus njoy lo!!
d hols are short i mus sae
1 month oni leh ppl
whr gt enuf sia?
poly students haf like 2 months of hols lar!!
not fair can!!
oh wells nvrmind
well at least i prefer to go to sch
see n hang out wif my peeps
more fun than werkin u noe
muahahahahaha
so many things hav been hapening lately
but i shant sae abt it
all i can sae is that im relli relli SHOCKED N DISAPPOINTED
but well its over and everything is back to normal again =)
ok well i hope so
im back to my emo self
a lot more of emo shits man!!
muahahahaha so cool!!
EMO BOI!!
I MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH!!
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
ARGGGGGG
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
IM TOO STRESSED OUT!!
I RELLI NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON
Monday, March 03, 2008
finally decided to blog
muahahaha
many things have been happening and i jus didnt haf d mood anymore to blog
apparently today i jus feel like blogging i guess
im experiencing a major meltdown!!
im too stressed out wif the exams
its like cumin soon n im so not ready!!!!
arggggg
im scared to fail again
i cant afford to fail again!!
i jus cant!!
IM AFRAID!!
i haven been hanging out wif them
n i jus duno y i never
mayb i jus dun feel like it??
sori but mayb tts y
i dunno
i miss hanging out wif dem though =)
mayb after exams or sumthing we'll hang out bah
ill c hw my mood gonna b like next wk
all i noe that now im jus not in da mood
sori guys
i hope u guys undastand??
n pls study
its important!!
if u nid any help jus ask me =)
im experiencing some probs
so if my mood is like very terrible or anything
ask me wds wrong ok?
i noe that im very stubborn
u guys ask 1st time i wont sae wan
so if u guys relli wanna noe wds wrong jus pester me or sumthing
i may giv in n jus tell u guys abt it aite
haix
I STILL NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON
