Thursday, October 26, 2006
yoz ppl!! hari raye has arrived a few daes ago...yay!! happi sia... a lil i guess...but still quite worried abt my o lvl...its in like less den 2 wks left to study..haix..im so nt ready...especially maths n sci..no confidence at all...haix...anywae 2dae went to skool 4 maths class...revised vectors...nt tt bad lar...nw quite undastand lar...den went out to eat wif jeng jeng n ah kam..hehehe...fun ar...we went arnd bedok to eat at ljs..but hor full sia...tt jeng jeng ar...wants to eat dere n we end up eating at kfc which in d 1st plc i wan to go...hehehe...at last...aft 1 whole month of fasting...i finally able to eat fastfood...hehehe...happy sia....den we tok n tok...d topics are unusual actualli...hahahkz....abt nerves bones...all medical related...i realli am surprised tt ah kam noe quite a lot of it...hehehe...kudos to him....future doc?? no way...nt until i bcome 1 1st...hehehe...we were at kfc 4 abt 2 hrs ++..i think...quite long ar...hahahkz..fun..hanging out wif frens... i like...hehehe...den we went home lor...quite boring de rite...nw at hm stuck in my room...listening to songs.....while my younger sis brings home 16 of her frens ...hari raye mah...hehe....wadeva man....oni 16 bah...mine ws almost 30 or more i 4gt aldy...den ws even more fun isnt it..?.. hehe...gg out wif ur frens is simply fun!! jus luv it so much...i jus luv dem...wd cn i sae...i cnt live w/o my frens i guess...haix...sian...nw duno wd to do aldy...i think gg watch movie liao....chi show...ciao!!
ZhAnEy peace outz!!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
hey....jus came back frm a dae wif my pri skool peeps...miss dem loads...at last able to mit dem..hehehe...we went to eat at arnold...10 of us actualli...nt tt bad...sum ppl jus dun wanna cum or bz wif sumthin else i guess...haix...wadeva den..still 10 of us is nt bad...we did had fun..although 1st part of it ws boring...walking arnd in geylang wif no clue wadsoever whr to go...but hey d chats n laughters redeemed d boredness....hehehe....overall it wasnt bad...it wasnt gd...it ws jus right...i quite glad tt i joined...all of us talk abt d past...n it ws cool...dey remembered so much abt it...haix...miss those daes...wen all of us were so closed n awaes 2gther...luv tt alot...although sumtimes i feel kinda left out...but still i luv dem...wd more cn i ask...i dun mind....i jus wish dem all d best in deir future takings n gd luck 4 u all who taking o lvl dis yr...may all of us soar n pass our o lvls wif flying colors!!
nw lazing arnd at hm.....dunno wd to do...cnt slp...2 many things in my mind....as usual scared of d actual o lvl...haix...aiyah...mayb i shld try n slp...ciao!!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
yoZ!! well a few daes ago...i received a msg frm a guy...a gay specifically...i jus dunno hw he gt my no sia...ask him he dun wanna tell me sia...i so gg kill d person who gav out my no to him!! argg...nw he keeps pestering me n stuffs...n awaes tok abt d usual gays stuffs...aiyoh..im straight ppl...im gg to woo dis gurl aft o lvl...so dun ruin evrythin lar 4 goodness sake....hopefully she likes me....pray 4 me u guys...hehehe...
so 2dae had my o lvl practical...haix...i think im gg fail it....i took 1 stupid hr jus to figure out doin d phy thingy...argg...wasted...i did wrongly in d begining so haf to redo everything...haix..oni gt like 1/2 hr to complete my chem pract...tt oso i haf to rush sia...haix..sian...hw to go in biomedical sci course in ngee ann sia like dis...looks like im fated to fail...haix...im jus low in spirits nw...dunno wd to do...its jus few daes den o lvl has arrived..n still i haven even study 4 it...i jus haf no mood...n dun blieve in myself aldy...haix...gg cry liao....sum1 help me...pls....
Friday, October 13, 2006
haix...graduation is finally here....2dae my batch of sec 5 frens n sec 4 haf graduated frm pasir ris secondary school....hehehe...in a way i dun realli like it...coz u noe y...ill b separated frm all of my frens....sobx sobx...jus nw during d graduation thingy....i ws so touched n feel like crying....but haf to hold back..fasting mah...hehehe...but i realli will miss all of my frens...regardless of any1....i realli will miss dem....
ill miss my classmates of 5A1...although i might feel left out...but still i dun mind tt...i still luv dem n ill definitely miss each n evry1 of dem...its realli sad tt 5 yrs in skool 2gther is cumin to n end...im realli sad... :( frens 4eva guys!!
But ill definitely miss dis bunch of frens....
derran...daniel...fizah...cherlyn...merilyn...winner...sew tin...andrew...wei liang...rydwan...farid....
dey r all my closest fren...n i realli wanna thank dem 4 being a fren to me...i realli appreciate eveything tt u all haf done 4 me...i realli honestly luv u guys to bits.... muaxz...omg y am i crying....haix...i relli gg miss dem aft o lvl n stuffs...hopefully we'll b frens 4eva...pls promise we'll b frens 4eva cn??.. pls..i cnt afford to lose either of u all... :'(
n not to mention my young god sis....u oso ar....tk cr aite...thnxs 4 being dere 4 me....luv u to bits too....nw i cnt look aft u in skool liao...so betta tk cr of urself ar...any1 bully u tell me...i go scold...hehehe....
to all of my frens.....pls...aft all of us separated pls tk cr of urself aite...i wont be able to b there for u guys anymore....but if u encounter any probs...pls dun hesitate to approach me....ill alwaes b dere 4 u all regardless wen or wadeva...jus cum to me...
luv u all 4eva!! tk cr my frens...if choi touch wood i wont gt to c u guys in future...ill sae it now...thnxs 4 evrything... n luv u guys a lot!!! n gd luck 4 o lvl!!
ZhAnEy peace outz!!Saturday, October 07, 2006
HaIx...well i nvr went 2 skool 4 2 daes aldy...im sick...nt realli sick ar..but jus nt in d mood to go to skool n study...haix...jus nid to take a break once in a while...but im afraid i haf to make it quick...coz o lvl is jus round d corner...i haven even started studying yet...haven even touch a bk ....haix...jus nt in d study mood yet...sobx sobx...im realli scared....scared of failing...scared if im unable to pass my o lvl n advance to poly life...haix..i jus dunno wd to do...wd shld i do..??...wen i awaes want to move 4ward...dere's awaes sumtin tt stop me frm doin so...tt is my past...i keep remembering abt my prelims results which i did so badly...haix...im at loss nw...wonda wd wil happen to me if i actualli failed...haix...i guess ill b in depression 4 years...in disbelief....realli in disbelief..mayb i will even fall realli sick...mayb in coma....haix...even betta if i jus die isnt it...??... haix...i nid help...criously...i realli nid help...none of my frens cn help me but myself...come on hamdan...pull urself together...i noe u cn do it! u cn do anythin if u put ur mind n soul into it...but w/o confidence dere's nthy i cn do....haix...
haix...graduation is finally here....2dae my batch of sec 5 frens n sec 4 haf graduated frm pasir ris secondary school....hehehe...in a way i dun realli like it...coz u noe y...ill b separated frm all of my frens....sobx sobx...jus nw during d graduation thingy....i ws so touched n feel like crying....but haf to hold back..fasting mah...hehehe...but i realli will miss all of my frens...regardless of any1....i realli will miss dem....