yo ppl!! haiz...dese few daes i've been rather depressed...dwn...anything sad to describe it...i hate myself...i realli hate myself...i jus cnt take it anymore...im STUPID!! im USELESS!! im HOPELESS!! ArgGgGg..... Mayb im jus stressing myself too much...i dunno...dese probs...tt probs...too much gg into my head...i jus cnt take it anymore...im gonna xplode sooner or later.....haiz...y is dis happening to me..??...is dere a reason behind it....i hope so.... Dis is d 1st time tt i realli lost faith in myself of passing my o lvl...i jus kept thinkin tt i will fail badly...ill nt forgive myself if i ever fail it....haiz...i hate myself!! im jus so WEAK in my maths n sci...i jus cnt do it....even my strongest subj..i have no confident in passing it...or even gt a distinction.....wds happening to me..??.. y am i nt having any confidence in doin anything..??...i jus hate myself..wd am i gonna do..??..prelims is jus around d corner...n i haven even started studying 4 it...im scared...im realli scared..n der's no1 tt i cn even go to help me....my frens...i dunno...its jus too much 4 me to handle....haiz...
IS DIS THE END FOR HAMDAN??
WILL HAMDAN COLLAPSED??
WILL HE BE ABLE TO BOOST UP HIS CONFIDENCE IN TIME TO SURVIVE THE ORDEAL??