Sadness fills my life again n again when will dis ever end? y cnt i jus b happy for once in my life?? is it that difficult?
to add more sadness in my life i gt a BIG FAT LOUSY B for OFA!!! argggg its not A haix mayb its relli impossible for me to achieve sumthin tremendously great at this point of time I've failed my O lvl i dun wan history to repeat itself i wont be able to take it if that were to happen i shall not able to lift myself up again fallen once if twice i doubt ill b able to stand up tall EVER!!
had BFD Ca jus nw i dun think ill be able to even pass it lar i didnt reli study lar b4 d dae of d Ca i werked hw am i suppose to study for it?? STUPID RITE!?!? IM RELLI DESTINED TO FAIL
the Section Head of Accounting came to class to tok to us abt our electives we haf to take its compulsory n yeah there's dis CAT which stands for Certified Accountant Technician its a great course but im nt sure wht im interested in it or not i dun even noe wd i wan so d purpose of me retakin o is for wd sia?? haix d CAT is very attractive i cn take that as well graduating ITE with 2 certs in 2 yrs isnt tt incredible?!?! but it will b very tough n cramped ill b damn busy lar
I reli regretted retakin O i jus dun haf d mood to study anymore forgotten all abt it aldy i cnt even do such a simple math problem hw am i suppose to pass it sia?? ill fail my O lvl AGAIN!!?? haix i dunno wd to do now haven discussed it wif my parents yet nt sure hw dey will react to it lar haix SO STRESSED UP!!
I feel that im nt a gd person i dunno i jus feel that im a bad person guys am i a bad person??
I relli wished that i could go back to the past to rewrite the past jus hate my past so much!! but sumtimes i feel that evrything happens for a reason n yah i do think everything happens for a reason its oni wht u can accept it or not haix its too hard for me to face the music relli depressing Im too fragile that's wd my frens sae REALITY SUX!! I RELLI NID SUMONE TO TOK TOO ANYONE WHO WILLINGLY TO GIV ME A LISTENING EAR PLS PLS LEND ME UR EARS I NID IT BADLY BEFORE I COLLAPSE =(
