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Monday, August 13, 2007
UrGgG Im So BLOODY sick!!
its been 3 days aldy
i didnt c a doc coz i had to werk
sorie lar sorie kae ct n pak an
i noe i shld haf listened n go c doc =(
now i cant go skool 2dae
sad sia =(
now rotting at home dunno wd to do
BORED!!

dese few days i've been thinkin
can i actualli make it the second time?
y can't i jus believe in myself??
izzt that hard to do that?
haix well to me it is
im afraid tt if i reli did study hard but in d end i still failed
wont i acualli feel that im WORTHLESS and STUPID??
i would definitely feel im a FAILURE!!!!
but den again if i didnt study hard i definitely will fail isnt it??
I DUN WAN TO FAIL AGAIN!! I RELLI DUN WAN!!
IM SCARED TO FAIL!!!
i wouldnt noe wd to do if i failed!!!
haix

i noe i haf ite education as a backup plan
but i dun think ill b able to do well
for example my bfd ca i gt like 39/50
for sum ppl its considered amazing aldy
but not for me
i wld feel that i can do betta!!!!
n hell yeah i cn!!
argggg
but its just aiyah nvrmind!!

ct n pak an
i noe lar i shld jus tell u guys wd's bothering me
but i jus dun wan u 2 to worry abt me that's all
i dun wan my probs to b a burden to my frens
i'd rather suffer in silence by myself =)
its for my own gd ah
hope u guys undastand =)

chattin wif bestie daniel
heard he is sick too
hope he's ok
u betta go c doc aite
before it worsens
tk cr dude cya 2moro for studying!!
cant wait!!!

I RELLI WANNA DO WELL IN MY O LVL!!!
PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
HAMDAN BELIVE IN URSELF AGAIN!!!
hAiX =(

u noe wd i miss my ite frens aldy =)

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