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Sunday, July 29, 2007
oh gosh
so many things happened
haix
y are der so mahy things happening to the family??
i jus dunno wd to do anymore
i haf to worry abt my my older sis n now my younger sis
oh tts great
amazingly i jus duno wd to do anymore
not oni i haf to worri abt dem but i haf to worry abt myself as well
but d thing is so many things haf happened
n im nt sure whc to pay more attention?!?!
actualli i noe wd i will pay more attention to
definitely my 2 sis
dey nid me more den i need myself
i dunnno i jus put ppl's well-being 1st den myself
i will b last
i dun mind that im used to that
i luv my family n frens den myself
i dun think i luv myself ever!!
if i actualli did i wouldnt b in dis state right now

my sis were sayin tt now she haf to worri abt our young sis
more to worri abt
n if she were to noe or d whole family noe abt my prob
i dunno wht dey cn handle it
mayb i shld jus kip it a secret
its best tt limited ppl noe abt it
n yah i dun like to trouble my frens abt dis STUPID PROBLEM OF MINE!!
but sumtimes i jus cnt take it i nid to tok to sum1
n tts wen my frens cum in
my besties to b exact
i relli luv dem to bits cn!!
im relli afraid to lose dem ever!! will i??
i dunno i cnt c d future
its a pity though
but i cn jus hope for the best =)
i think i shld relli haf a gd tok wif my besties
i dunno wen but most probably dis cumin tues bah
im miting dem for a movie
mish dem so much cn!!
but d thing is i dun wan to burden dem wif my probs =(
i nid to tok to sum1 n its definitely dem =)
im relli thankful to god for letting me noe such awesome frens
if i were to lose dem(choi touch wood) i dun c d point of continuing wif my life
im js sayin lar i relli hope it wont cum to that =)

Werk been great so far
but im nt sure wht shld i resign?!?!
d managers are great well at least i think dey are
but its jus tt im too caught up wif my personal probs n otha ppl probs
im jus worried and SCARED =(
i jus hope i cn solve all my probs by d end of dis yr
i wan a refreshing start begining next yr
hopefully cn lar =)

my bro bdae cumin
we are tonin but nt sure wht he cn sia
i took off jus for him sia
muahahaha
jus hope he cn make it lo =)
well he betta b
hehehehehe

O level is cumin fast
n yeah my ite exams as well
gosh a lot of pressure n stress cumin my wae
i relli dunno wd to do
i jus wan to gt it over n done wif actualli
but i still wanna do well in both lar
wouldnt wan to disappoint my family anymore
haix
dey mus haf hate me so much for failing O lvl
im relli sorry
ill try my best dis time
i hope i wont disappoint u guys AGAIN


PROBS KEPT BREWING
BUT I C NO SOLUTION
WILL DERE EVER B 1?!?!
WILL I EVER BE HAPPY AGAIN?!?!
Lost nowhere @ 11:30 PM
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