HaIz...i jus feel so lonely...evry single dae im all alone..no1 2 tok u...i have no real bestfrens i guess... or even real frens... i think...i duno...evrytime i watch tv..dey show 3 frens 2gther havin gd time n all... n i sumtimes wish tt my life is like deirs..so fun havin 2 best frens to b dere 4 u wen u in trouble or wen u haf probs... u cn jus approach dem n b opened... n dey will awaes b dere 4 u...haiz... who am i kidding.. dere is no such person in d world like tt... tv dramas are so unreal...dey made it so ez..but truth is in real life..its DAMN hard!!...haiz...wd to do..??.. do i hav a choice...??..i sumtimes feel tt i shld nt hav been born into dis world..so ill b free of all dis NONSENSE in my life...haiz..its jus hurts...ppl do not noe hw i feel..but den again...who cares abt me rite... haiz..i've been trying my best nt to think of dis...but it jus did...my frens in skool are i cn sae d BEST FRENS i cld evr wish 4...but d consolation is..dey do nt noe hw i feel...shld i tell em..??..or shld i jus keep mum abt it..??..sum1 tell me pls..?.. im in nid of sum1 2 help me go thru dis obstacle...but who..??..haiz... ZhAnEy peace outz!!